It's the freaking weekend baby, bout to have me some fun!

Friday I didn't do much except for go for a long run to the saint Ives shops to look at some stuff, came home relaxed and then walked back to the shops to purchase my findings (just contact solution and mascara). On my way back from the shops I stopped at Max Brennan's chocolate factory and got some delish chocolate! Came home was bored so I looked up different works outs and tried some of them. Wasn't sore while doing them, but boy was I in for a treat the next morning and throughout the weekend! Went to Megan's house for dinner with the family, and the went back to grants place to just chill. Went to bed fairly early for a Friday night. On Saturday we went to go look at some houses for granty. Took a breather at microbrewery, where I had an absolutely yum cider! Went to get lunch in Newtown, finally tried Vietnamese! So good! Did a little shopping, and then went back to Meg's  house to change for the beach. Tired one of the harbour beaches. Redfern was the one of choice. Got there just in time for the sun to get caught behind a nice big cloud! Eventually it came out again. Had a little nap on the beach with the G-unit and then Went back to Meg's so we could shower. Ordered pizza and pasta for dinner and had a little drinky drink. Finally finished my peach vodka! Only took me 2 months! I have an unopened bottle, which I will be saving for Valdosta! Moved the drinking party to grants house and never made it out to a pub, meg and I took a taxi home and watched some house of cards. Great show! Then passed out. On Sunday I went to bondi beach, caught a few rays, ate lunch on the grass and people watched . Had fish mongers, it was good but i expected more from them! Made up for it with Ben & Jerry's ice cream! Came back to Meg's, watched more house of cards and the got ready for dinner with the family. Went to kirribilli, and ate at a great Thai place! Walked to Luna park with my aunt and uncle and saw a view of the city I had never seen before, gorgeous! I leave next Sunday, part of me is excited and ready to go home, but another part of me wants to stay. For 1 going home means I have to face the fact that sweet Lizzie is really gone and it wasn't just a dream :(. Everyone at home I feel like has had their point to grieve, for me I never got that moment. I couldn't say goodbye to her at the funeral, so it's not real to me. I knew it was something that would

Eventually come about and my friends and family are there to help me, but I don't t want it to be real, it was so unfair! Secondly, this city has really grown on me. Sitting on the grass at bondi today, I felt like this could really be my home. At first I said no way I could live here, but as time went on and I learnt the ways of the city I really started to enjoy it. Plus there is Chris, while I'm sure what is happening...are we more than friends? just friends? Who knows, I like him and he is fun to be around. Definitely would not be moving to Australia for him ( let's just get that clear!) my cousins are here, and Rihane. Some good work opportunities are here pertaining to wildlife, it's hard to think of everything right now though. I have so many ideas in my head, but no clue where to start with them. It supposed to be rainy weather all this week, no good for me! I need beach weather! Erin and Mona (girls I worked with at the wildlife park) are coming to Sydney wed/thur and will be staying at marks house with me and we are going to explore the city. Ill play the tour guide! Hopefully will get to see Chris Thursday. He invited me up to the blue mountains, but I couldn't go because I had arrangements with the family, but since him being there (his mom lives up there) I haven't really talked to him. Makes me sad. No set plans for tomorrow or the next coming days, just waiting on the weather to show what it  actually will be doing, since we can't trust forecasts anymore!